Thursday, August 31, 2006

Re-Energized and Rejuvenated

Just when things seem to slip out of your grasp like sand, there comes a moment when someone hands you a plastic bag to collect all that had trickled down. If you are intelligent enough to make use of that bag then be assured that the rock 'n' roll show has just started. Even if it doesn't last as long as you had expected it to, it will always make the effort worthwhile. Just snatch the damned bag!

Somewhat similar happened to me a few days ago. The only glitch in the story was that my sand had already slipped out of my grasp and lay scattered on the floor. Moreover, I was not even handed the bag. Just told where it could be found. And that haven was called 'Resource Centre', known to lesser mortals as a library.

It's been a roller-coaster ride ever since. Searching for purpose in life; fighting that queasy feeling that had become so fundamental to my existence; or looking at everything around me with a suspecting eye. I was a hopeless mess to say the least. But I decided to give it a shot. And boy! Did I enjoy it!

I had forgotten the feeling of bliss. God bless you for helping me remember how that felt. A strange rush of adrenaline. I have been rejuvenated in the kingdom of the written word. I am just like a boy collecting pebbles on the shore of this vast sea of knowledge. But I love to immerse myself in it's depths. After all, there is so much to learn and explore. So much novelty to discover. I know nothing and I am willing to learn.

But the best is yet to come. I come back from my haven with that foolish grin over my face, clamp my headphones firmly over my ears and let the melodies flood my ears - Ah! Music never sounded better. I am loving every moment of this new found freedom. It seems grades and jobs are for lesser mortals. I am just interested in knowledge. I am a Seeker. I will continue paying my homage at the altar of knowledge until the very wisdom that I gain persuades me to do otherwise.

Let's Hope The Feeling Lasts!


  1. ha ha.........
    i know it sounds crazy!!!
    but what the heck!!
    i am getting the same kind of looks frm everybody here!!

  2. yup .."bloody hell" .. what does that mounts to?? ...and yup you are not the only confused soul up here ..and one shudnt treat in and around the RC in such a state .. the very site of the stack rooms .. drains all the blood out of me ... all these things are not for us bro ... just have a good nap ..and things will be fine again ... :D ...

  3. man....lemme taste the new found rly feels good...after an yr of uneasiness there's finally sth which is apealing to me....i was almost sick of that strange queasy feeling welling up inside me....
    i want to waste myself anymore...even if i am nothing ill try and make sure that nothing comes in use...

  4. dats da spirit buddy....wateva ne1 says u on da rite track, n dat track's an illustrious 1...da one treaded by gr8s lik Einstein...

  5. kyaa ?? ... seriously ... i cudnt comprehend a single thing..what new and happening have u got